It's Wednesday all ready, where has this week gone to???

Today the shop was busy with deliveries for cheerleader try outs... When I was in school, I don't remember this stuff going on...these days seems like we send things for everything~I'm not complaining, it pays my bills!

As I unloaded all the balloons, candy baskets and flowers, I began to think...poor chaps, wonder how many will cry with broken hearts today? I actually put them and myself in the same position for a few minutes. In my mind, I compared them to myself...wanting some so badly, and the "tricks" they had to do, and preform to show that they were capable. Then to sit and wait...wait...wait... to see if they were good enough and chosen. I also wondered how many of them, if they do not make it, if they will say, OK, so I tried... or how it will bother them.

Every day I pray that this will be the day we will get a match for us. I think, okay, how long do we wait, when will it be us. Jason and I joke often about the fact that we don't pray for patience. I know we haven't waited very long at all, but it seems like a life time. We both know, that when the right time is for us, that HE will give us our hearts desires. Each time for me, I always get a little sad, but pull myself back because I drawn myself closer to my Lord.

While at work today, I did receive a phone call from the agency. They wanted to let us know we are 1 of 4 couples that have been selected for a possible match. Infant with a due date of first part of May. We said yes, to definitely keep us in the process...now we wait and wait and wait....to see if we are chosen or if we are good enough, or the right ones this time. My emotions are different this time, than in the past. Its almost like I am blocking the possibility out of my mind so that if we are not chosen it wont hurt as much. Maybe that's whats going on??? Ever felt that way???

What ever happens with this situation, I will continue to believe, pray and glorify God for which ever couple is chosen, because I know that His plans are always right!

Okay... Jason is not feeling well tonight, I best go check on him...and its almost my bed time!